My mind is still constantly taking vacations off to wonderland and I worry, because I wonder if it'll ever come back and stay for good.

I'm J2 for goodness sake, J-freaking-TWO.

It's only February, I know, but I know myself more than anyone else and I know that I have to start now. So don't tell me to chill and take it easy.

I shouldn't be here.

Off to be an A-student.

BYE.









I hope that it was just your poor grasp of the meaning of the word.
Because otherwise, that really hurt.
Like the many other times.


It's here. Whether we like it or not, we've entered 2010 in every time zone around the world.

I've always wished that somehow, I could stop time, turn it back or fast it forward, so that every mistake and every wrong I did could be corrected. But sadly, that's not the way the world is created. We've got to pick ourselves up and grow stronger with every mistake, to learn from it and make what's to come alot better than what has already happened.
It's what I've been living with. But sometimes, just at those lowest points, you really wished you didn't make that mistake, that your history was alot bringhter than it is.
I guess Allah won't throw me something He thinks I can't handle. So I'll embrace this new year, with all its challenges thrown at me. I'll find the time, strength and faith to pull through and for all you know, I just might be a better me.
I also wished to play with time so that every wonderful moment would last for as long as I want it to. But I guess too much of a good thing isn't good for one. I say it time and again, 2009 has been THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE!
So if I had a choice, I'd want to stay in 2009 for as long as I can. Everything that mattered most to me just fell right into place and suddenly, I feel whole. Like a part of me that's been missing for the past 16 years came to pay me a little visit. I just hope it doesn't go away anytime soon because I need that part of me, now that I know what I've been missing out on.








Sooo cute! x)
Little 5 year old Jap boy who's only been playing a year. Awesome kid (:
Mraz says:“I am most impressed with the diminished chord this little genius plays at 1:07. Not many people care to hit this chord when covering the song. It is often overlooked. But nary is the case here… And if anyone knows the kid, give him a high five for me!”

I would totally high-five the kid and give him a cuddly hugg!

My mind is still constantly taking vacations off to wonderland and I worry, because I wonder if it'll ever come back and stay for good.

I'm J2 for goodness sake, J-freaking-TWO.

It's only February, I know, but I know myself more than anyone else and I know that I have to start now. So don't tell me to chill and take it easy.

I shouldn't be here.

Off to be an A-student.

BYE.









I hope that it was just your poor grasp of the meaning of the word.
Because otherwise, that really hurt.
Like the many other times.


It's here. Whether we like it or not, we've entered 2010 in every time zone around the world.

I've always wished that somehow, I could stop time, turn it back or fast it forward, so that every mistake and every wrong I did could be corrected. But sadly, that's not the way the world is created. We've got to pick ourselves up and grow stronger with every mistake, to learn from it and make what's to come alot better than what has already happened.
It's what I've been living with. But sometimes, just at those lowest points, you really wished you didn't make that mistake, that your history was alot bringhter than it is.
I guess Allah won't throw me something He thinks I can't handle. So I'll embrace this new year, with all its challenges thrown at me. I'll find the time, strength and faith to pull through and for all you know, I just might be a better me.
I also wished to play with time so that every wonderful moment would last for as long as I want it to. But I guess too much of a good thing isn't good for one. I say it time and again, 2009 has been THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE!
So if I had a choice, I'd want to stay in 2009 for as long as I can. Everything that mattered most to me just fell right into place and suddenly, I feel whole. Like a part of me that's been missing for the past 16 years came to pay me a little visit. I just hope it doesn't go away anytime soon because I need that part of me, now that I know what I've been missing out on.








Sooo cute! x)
Little 5 year old Jap boy who's only been playing a year. Awesome kid (:
Mraz says:“I am most impressed with the diminished chord this little genius plays at 1:07. Not many people care to hit this chord when covering the song. It is often overlooked. But nary is the case here… And if anyone knows the kid, give him a high five for me!”

I would totally high-five the kid and give him a cuddly hugg!